It's holiday and Hari Raya is coming soon !

I'm home ! Cuti seminggu sudah bermula , hoyeahh ! ramai orang sudah mula pulang ke kampung halaman untuk menyambut hari raya yang bakal menjelang tiba , hehe . seriously tak sabar sangat nak raya ! tapi baju raya belum lagi laa :( esok baru nak beli . last minute shopping dkt key ell :D mesti jam gila esok . adoiyaiii gi mana sih ? haha . #okay , seriously happy sgt sgt sgt ! ;DD tak sabar nak shopping . nak berjoli sakan ! *amboiii , mentang mentang laa duit ptptn dah dapat kn  . mula laa tu nak beli macam macam  heee :3 esok shopping dgn kaklong . yeay yeay ! so excited ! hahaha . tahun ni macam biasalah . raya dekat port dickson . every year mesti raya situ . kesian kita , ada satu kampung je :( orang lain punya kampung semua jauh jauh . haihhh . takpe laa nadiah . selagi ada kampung kau kena bersyukur :') ada setengah orang raya dekat bandar je tau . haaa . okay , cepatlah hari sabtu . tak sabar dah nak shopping . nak beli macam-macam ! hahaha .

-KBYE- 

:)  

There's one person who miss me

 Semalam after habis je class management , me , zati and jaja pergi bazar ramadhan dekat belakang kolej kitorang . Time tu pun dah pukul 6 petang , so orang pun berpusu pusu nak beli makanan . Dah laa ramai orang . Jalan pun sempit je . Terpaksa berhimpit himpit . Ni yang tak suka bila pergi bazaar , tapi nak buat macam mana kan . Dah terpaksa , kalau tak mana lagi nak beli makanan . Tak kn nak telan air liur je time buka kn . Hehe . Time dekat bazar tu , terserempak laa dengan one boy ni . Nama dia Mr , D ( bukan nama sebenar ) hikhik :p just terserempak macam tu je . Tak borak pun . Takde chance nak borak sebabkan dah terlampau ramai sangat orang dekat bazar =,= Then , masa on the way nak balik bilik tu , Mr D texted me .

D : Nadia ooo nadia

ME : iyeeeee D :)

D : I nak ajak you buka puasa sama sama . Dah lama kita tak makan sama sama . You sudi tak ?

ME : Amboiii , ayat you pulak tak boleh blah . Hahaha . Mimpi apa you nak buka puasa dengan I ni ?

D : Takde laa , sekarang ni kita kan dah jarang lepak berdua . Macam dulu . Macam awal awal sem dulu .  Jadi apa salahnya . Nak tak ? Kalau tak nak takpe .

ME : Haaa , ayat sedih laa pulak dia ni hahaha . Hari ni I buka dalam bilik je . Hari khamis boleh tak ? :)

D : Laa tak nak ke ? Haishh , takpe lah . Haha , jum laa . U ni , buka dalam bilik tak best laa sebab tak dapat tengok I ( poyo gila dia ni -.-") 

ME : Belahh , poyo la pulak you ni D . Selama ni I buka puasa tanpa you berselera je I makan , hehe :3

D : Yelahh , if I buka puasa dengan you sure you takde selera nak makan kan . I tahu sebab tu you tak nak .

ME : Alaaaa , touching pulak dia ni :/

Hahaha , D ooo D . Tau pulak you rindu nak lepak sama sama dengan I lagi kan ? :D You lah punca kita dah jarang lepak sama sama tau . Dulu you sendiri yang cakap kan yang you dah bosan asyik lepak dengan I je . Lupa dah ke ? :) I ingat lagi apa yang you cakap tu okay . Kata kata you masih kekal dalam I punya fikiran . Kata kata you yang kurang sedap didengar sampai buat I menangis tersedu sedu #okay, tu menipu -.-"  haha . Time tu memang I kecik hati sangat sangat dengan you . I cerita dekat Mr Z ( bukan nama sebenar jugak :3)   . Dia pun marah you tau ?  Haihhh , nasib baik laa you ni kawan I je , D . Kalau bukan kawan dah lama I maki hamun you hehe :3 Tapi sekarang I dah maafkan you . Nanti kita buka puasa sama sama okay , D ? :)

I Thought ...

I thought we were good friends ,

I thought I knew you well ,

I thought we had a little something .

Maybe a little spark .

We moved away from it .

We moved back to it .

We weren't sure , not then .

We didn't talked enough .

We just seemed to watch each other .

Like we wanted to be together .

We were just afraid .

We didn't want to loose friendship .

I thought it wouldn't stop .

I thought it would go on forever .

But.. there you go .

Liking someone else .

I guess we tought a little too much . 

Because there you go ,

Holding her hand .

Holding her close and tight .

And here I am .

Sitting on my bed ,

Just crying and thinking again .

But... 

Ohh , I've thought too much .

Family Gathering :)

Okay , hari ni first time buka puasa dengan papa , mama , kaklong , banglong and bangah #untuk bulan ramadhan tahun ni laa . Rindunyaaaa . Since dah masuk U ni kn , jarang dapat makan sama sama dengan dorang. Kalau dulu , hari hari buka sama sama . Pergi terawih sama sama dengan papa and mama . Tapi sekarang , dalam seminggu belum tentu lagi balik rumah , heee .  Hari ni je laa dapat buka sama . Esok nak kena balik Beting Highlands dah =,= rasa macam tak nak balik je sebab makanan dekat rumah lagi sedap dari beting ! Hari hari buka dengan lauk ayam tau . Muak sehhh , urghhh . Bila balik je rumah mesti mama masak sedap sedap untuk anak dia yang sorang ni . hihi sayang mama ! :D Ohh , hari ni mama ada buat dessert for us .

Tadaaaa ! Fruit Cocktail Trifle Pudding ! Yummayhhh :3 Tak sabar nak tunggu buka puasa nanti . Perut dah  mula nak buat konsert ni #sabar nadia sabar . hahaha Okay laa . Nak mandi ni and then get ready for buka puasa . Byeeeee . Assalamualaikum and selamat berbuka puasa kepada muslimin & muslimat :)  

Secretly Loving You

Don't you know that I've been watching you for so long ? 

Don't you know that I've been waiting for you ?

Hoping that you will love me too ?

Wishing you admire me as much as I admire you ?

In my heart I love you .

In my mind I hug you .

In my dreams you love me too .

Do I have to dream forever ?

How I wish I could tell you " I like you. "

How I wish I could tell you " I love you. "

The more I secretly love you, the more my love burns for you .

But I am afraid you don't love me though .

As what I know your heart belong to someone new :( 

Long Distance Relationship

Long Distance Relationship , it's hard and difficult . But it's also a test to figure out how strong your heart and mind is . Is he or she worth the distance ? Worth waiting for ? Ignoring the fact that you have to live without his or her presence for maybe more than days , weeks or maybe months . Ignoring how far you have to travel for you to see the one that cares and loves you unconditionally .   

Little Update

Assalamualaikum :) Hye peeps ! It has been quite a while since I've written on this blog . My mood for blogging is back  since I've slowly recovering from busyness . This blog has been rusty and I'm currently polishing it bit by bit . hihihi #bajet nak speaking je laa haha . Lama sangat dah rasanya tak blogging . Berbulan bulan lamanya . Baru sekarang nak bermanja manja dengan blog balik . Busy dengan study and assignment yang menimbun macam bukit tu . Almaklumlah kan , sejak dah jadi student U ni banyak benda yang nak kena buat . Semua benda kita yang buat sendiri . Belajar hidup berdikari . Banyak sangat benda yang nak dicerita tapi bukan sekarang laa . Idea nak mengarang ayat tu belum ada lagi hihi :p Kay laa . Sampai sini je dulu kot . Ada masa nanti sambung lagi . Byebye ! :)